Oh my gosh. I am so miserable. Yes, the story is that bad. It's really that bad. Beyond horrible no good very bad bad. very bad bad.
Just keep writing, just keep writing, just keep writing.
It's okay if it sucks. It's actually probably fine.
Again today, I'd like to get 5K in. I'd like to buff up this middle section and take myself to the last section of the book. Again, it's going to be too short.