Get to the end

So far...
1-4: done
5: started

I need to get 24 done

*** Update 1:27pm:

This time it's much harder to get settled down even though the rules are the same.
I'm locked out of everything.

Following the rules, I can stare into space, stare at my hands, do nothing or I can write.
Very simple.
2 hrs to start.

And to think - there's money on the other side of this... Come on. I can do it!

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A little blip

I turned away from my sales for 3 months and magical things happened. This is good.
(I am not a high roller; they are small potatoes for that group, but they are amazing for me.)
I have got my freedom session going so that I won't keep refreshing my stats (it won't help).
I wish I could tell family but that would do the exact opposite of help.

So, I tell you- Cheer for me, would you?

Yay!!! chocolate for everyone.


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Now, onto the depressing task at hand. I have to write so fast my fingers won't be able to keep up. I need to shove quality right out the door because I don't have time. I need to get this stupid story told, get to the other side, and then use the editing passes to add layers and make it sing.

I am out of time.


All right, I have 24 scenes to get a good start on. Let's see how far I get today.

1: Rough/good
2: 1/2 way done

*** Update 5pm:
2: done
3: done
4: To do...

*** Update 7pm:
4: Done
5: started

Words and happy words

1100 words today. Just need about 9K more tonight.
Not going to happen obviously.

This is going to be a nightmare week if I keep up with this slow typing.

But time for bed so i can wake up happy and chipper for EDJ and more words tomorrow.

REMINDER: good to go... let it be boring so long as it's finished.

I have a deep sadness today. I carry it with me everywhere, coming down on my like painful water. when you turn to hold it and throw it away from you, it slips through your fingers.

I have no other words.

To speak of happiness and to have the world go on, as though nothing has changed.