Anyway, depression has kicked me in the ass with no discernible cause. I'm tired all the time (which could also be diet). But I'm too depressed to cook. It's a vicious cycle I'm too tired to fight.
One thing I can fight is focus on the writing. Even if I don't feel like it, get the words in.
Goals for the day:
- Get my notes synched up from various sources. DONE
- Complete the outline. Just close enough. Just DO IT!
Also, I really need to be okay with being alone in the writing and life journey. Stop trying to find validation. I am a square peg and all I find are round holes.
That's okay, life goes on. I want to hit publish again so much. I want that validation.
I'll update as I go through the day...
