I didn't write the next scene tonight. Instead I reread the blog which is a complete waste of time.
It always starts because I want to remember how it started. And it's such a journey I can take over again. To remember those scenes that I was struggling with. I forget how hard the scene was. I feel a serious sense of accomplishment that I made it to the other side, although it's really sad how often I spent months away from it too.
But I'm so grateful to have this record of the journey.
And it led me to do a little math. I've rolled over 100,000 words. Which is incredible.
I should throw myself a party.
I know- that means there is going to be some surgery later. But it gives me room to play.
And I want to congratulate myself.
Before this story, I'd never written more than 10-30 pages. Now I'm somewhere around 250 (I think)
[Anyway, goals tomorrow: At least 556 words. Another scene completed]