Life has gotten so turbulent, crazy and uneven. Not unhappy but stressful.
I'm at a major crossroad and I don't know the right decision. I know what I want most of all. I know what I should pick. I know the stupid choice. I know the sane choice. It hasn't helped me make the right decision.
If you can smooth the way for me, make it easy; make it so no one gets hurt, I would really appreciate it.
Miss you. Love you. I can't say I love you. I don't know that I love you, but yet, I want to say it. I want to be part of you forever and ever. I want to forget the consequences and just be with you. I want to be in your world.
It's only memories that draw me to you, make me think that you are a good choice for me. It is clear you are not but I just want you anyway. It's the first time I've ever felt so accepted by another human. It's how I felt all those years ago and you barely remembered me, so many years later. But now you remember me. And I want you forever, forever and ever. I want to never have to leave you again because I could be so good for you. And maybe, you could be good for me too.
