Working out the aftermath of "Dinner"...

I didn't get a lot of sleep last night. I actually lost sleep twistin' and turnin' and dwellin' about the day job and how I was going to prove what was really happening.  Then, like magic, it was resolved: I--and my group--were vindicated.  Me is happy.  Now, of course(!!), come to find out this other department has also messed up something else and guess which group gets to fix it?  Yes, you would be right.  I have learned that we, the wronged, slandered party, gets to fix it next week. 

OK, so vent over.  Promise. I am putting it out of my head and moving into that wonderful place that I like to spend time thinking about....

All right, this is much better.  I was going to blog my way through my concerns about my last scene but instead I am going to switch to freewriting and work it out on 'my own time'.  [cut] [paste].  :)  There, that's better.  I loved the scene, warts and all, but so twisty.  And it's rippling out over everything.  All my planned plot stuff/character/big scenes.    So I wil be figuring out the impact for the next couple of hours.  Figuring out how to approach the ripples and .... sounds weird in a Muse project... but control them/make them fit in with the plan or make a new plan.  etc, etc.  Oops better get started, instead of spending this time talking about what I plan to do.   LOL.

And most important, I must write.  I've been loving the progress the past few days.  If there's not time, there's not time.  But [big smile]  it's so nice to have some forward momentum in the "dreaded middle" of WIP.  Even with this twisty, I still feel that pull to move forward with the story. 

[my concern still, in the back of my head, is how will i accomplish everything i want to in the story. there just isn't time.  It will work, it will work.]   QUIT STALLING/QUIT GABBING/WRITE ALREADY!!